dreadful days
over 100 hours i lived with no electricity.
it was really mixed, with it's own horrors and beauties.
the horrors include my area being a warfare, barely any internet, cold food and other things that i forgor
while the beauties include me become closer to my family, the moments of calm, pc addiction loosened & me moving out soon
give me few days of peace and i'll be like before again p much, since rn i feel quite changed from the period
so at the start of day in such time, i woke up casually, except no electricity (obviously)
then all components in me body woke up, so then i just ate smth cold for breakfast, since there was no way to heat up Yummy! things
then i brush me teeth in cold water, then wash face, then lay on me bed, either to sleep, to play mobile games, or in sum cases, try to communicate with me frends using a vpn or give updates on me in the website ur currently viewing
that was 80% of me day, sometimes difference being me talking with my mom or helping with sum things
when it was evening, i was becoming stressed, sad, dreading the night because barely any lights & uncertainty
but well it wasn't that bad thx to a laptop having some shows to watch with me family, which was somewhat nice :)
and then when night came, me was p much broken down & crying was common.
the first night & the one after it had attacks, but past that there was no attack gladly (tho with electricity being on rn, that might change D:)
it was p much how the days went
each day felt like eternity, tho yesterday & today felt quicker than usual
and well thx to me being stressed from the days of no electricity, i barely had eaten anything, while drinking quite the amount of water
nothing else to say really, other than the fact i now appreciate the moments of yes electricity
btw incase u missed, here's the dropdown of the aforementioned updates:
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TO MY FRIENDS: me alive & fine. it just so happened that the drones attacked an electric in my city, so for the following days there will be no electricity, and well thx to that the signal is weak for me to properly chat.
UPDATE: i still alive. tho when it was night city was seemingly on, the drone attack cancelled the progress, so i have to go the entire day without electricity. still holding on to the hopes.
UPDATE 2: i alive and fine, no electricity stills but at least some water. last night was quiet (no attack), so am hoping for electricity to turn on tonight (even if only for a bit)!
UPDATE 3: i fine, still no electricity but last night was quiet, without attacks. only thing is, internet too weak for me to even use discord atp, so no online there today. it's getting harder to keep myself together tho...
UPDATE 4: still life. tho atp things are either the worst, or the chill, and well last night i cried and laughed. no attack, so HOPEFULLY electricity comes back today, since it's been OVER 100 HOURS since it got taken down
suppose be july 26th, 2026; instead july 27th, 2026